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Wednesday, May 27, 2020

I do not understand.

27 May 2020


Why do people do hardcore drugs?

Heroine

Methamphetamines

Cocaine

Crack 


I really do not understand. 


“To get that high” is one answer I have heard. 

And… 


But why?

Why ruin your total life, your finances, your family and everything in between for “that high”. What is so incredibly terrible in your life that you must succumb to the hard core shit. 


“You just don’t understand”— another thing that has been said to me. 


No, I do not understand. I KNOW I have the propensity to be an ADDICT but I choose not too. 

I have not had a “wonderful” unicorn and glitter life. 

I know what it’s like to be hungry. 

I know what it’s like to be broke. 

I know what it’s like to be without. 

Not once did I turn to drugs. 

Not. ONE. Time. 


So why, do others?


Newsflash: I can’t stand watching people destroy themselves, watching them destroy their family, their being. I hate it.  What can I do?

Nothing. 


I can’t help others that are unwilling to help themselves. I cannot help people that choose the easy path instead of the hard path. 


I will never understand. 


It pisses me off that I will never understand. 

It pisses me off that people do these things. 

It pisses me off to see people like this. 


I will not attempt to understand and I will not accept excuses for the drug addicts. 


You had a choice. 

You could have said “No”

You could have walked away. 


You chose drugs. 


Why?